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Friday, November 18, 2016

The first time I witnessed hate

The first time I witnessed hate
By Milt Higgins

I was sitting in my dorm watching television, shocked just like a significant number of African-Americans after the Rodney King v. Los Angeles Police Department verdict. A helicopter provided video for the beginning of the 1992 Los Angeles riots.

Then the shocking live footage provided something I watched before: a white truck driver pulled out of his truck cab by black men and beat nearly to his death.  It reminded me of a rainy day in 1979 on a Lexington, Kentucky school bus. 

George was a couple of years older than me. He and his two younger sisters rode the bus from the west end of Lexington to the school across town just like all the kids in the neighborhood.  The three of them always crammed together in the leather-like seats to and from school.

Everybody on that bus had commonalities.  We wore K-Mart clothing or its seemingly equal hand-me-down clothing covering our dirty skin- depending on which day of the week we took a bath. 
 
George and his sisters were a little different than the rest of us.  They were white.

George seemed like a good guy.  I heard him talk once, but that was at school in the hallway. I never saw him or his sisters in the neighborhood, but I knew which house he occupied.  I think everybody else did, too.

Unfortunately, it was probably good we never saw him around Michigan and Ash streets and definitely not at Douglas Park or the Charlotte Court projects unless he had a grown up with him.  I had a hard enough time just being a light-skinned black person.

On this day the usual suspects were up to no good and looking for any reason to cause trouble.  They hopped seat to seat seeking penny candy other kids bought at the little convenience store a half a block away from the bus stop. 

Jolly Ranchers, Now And Laters (pronounced now-or-laters), Squirrel Nut Zippers and Mary Janes were the usual candy to exchange hands to get the deviants back to their regular seats in the back of the bus. 

Most kids sat two to a seat, except for the boys in the back and George and his sisters.  This routine was repeated every new school year, and as usual, seniority got the back seats.  Even public school buses have a hierarchy.

This was not the case for George.  He never moved up the ranks despite his seniority- another year and the same seat in the middle.


The back seat boys eventually made their way up to George and his sisters.  One grabbed a seat across the aisle from them and another placed himself behind them.

Instead of bumming or demanding candy from George and his sisters one of the back seat boys sniffed the rain-soaked siblings and yelled a question for his amusement.

“Why do y’all smell like wet dogs?”

No one answered the absurd question, except for his cronies who repeated the question.

Since George and his sisters continued to stare straight ahead, as if the question was never asked. That only fueled the self-made interrogator’s fire.

One of the boys took it upon himself to reach out and flip one of George’s sister’s hair.  We all sat there awkwardly silent.  This was the second time I ever heard George’s voice before it was interrupted by a fist to his jaw and then another to the back of his head.

George’s body disappeared under the assailants’ bodies as he continued to take blows from four, five or six different fists. His sisters, backs now smashed against the bus windows were crying uncontrollably. 

White boy this and honky that kept coming out of the attackers’ mouths as they continued to punish George for reasons unknown.

Thankfully the bus driver pulled the bus over. 

By then, George’s red blood smeared his face and his attackers’ clothes.  It was the last time I ever saw George and his sisters.

I watched Alex Haley’s Roots for more than a week a few years before this incident.  I knew George and his sisters weren’t old enough to own black slaves, and I knew George was smart enough never to utter the N-word in hostile territory.

Lexington’s decision to bus us across town to the predominately white school was probably the best thing we could ask.  It cultured us at an early age, some more than others, to prepare us for our future and a better America. 

Nothing was great about this day for George and his sisters.

While I didn’t have the simple words or courage to express my feelings as a 10-year-old child, 13 years later an ordinary, flawed man said what I always felt after his brutal beating at the hands of authority.


“Can’t we all just get along?”